On my previous post entitled “you okay!/?”, I said it feels like I am on the process of trying to love what I am doing instead of doing what I love. Well yeah… It was little bit true but I am fine and doing greatly good on my own. It is just I am happy to be here, no forces, no pressure, but happiness. At least that’s how I feel at the moment and ain’t I gonna complain anything for I chose this myself and I gotta take the responsibility.
Turn back time, last year, hmm maybe long before I finished my bachelor degree, I said to myself, literally thousands of times, never will ever take linguistics as my next study. I was like I did not want to learn about those linguistics’ branches anymore, semiotic, semantic, whatsoever.
HOWEVER, here I am now, I am about to start my first class on this major and what surprise me, I AM COMPLETELY FEELING WELL, my body and soul, and even my brain are so steady and ready for this new journey, yeah this is the RIGHT CHOICE!
I haven’t been a month here but it feel like everything is so right and I don’t regret anything. I always say “semoga kita bisa menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik”, and I am glad for always saying that phrase because I feel it atm.
I could say I am glad to choose something that is more challenging for me.
Lastly, (I know no one will read this but me), I know you are in the hardest time when you are put in the position to choose between something you love and something you WILL/MUST love. But honey, it is even harder when you got no choice but to go to this side. So please have faith, God will never put you in the position you can’t carry on.
we all are going to be okay and get the thing we want as long as we fight for it!
(first time writing in pc lol why does it feel so nice hmm)